Right place wrong time
Right waste on a wrong mind
Doesnt really seem to take a long time for me to get goin'
Shit I've listened to so much before you even know it
Squeeze it and hold it after evaluating the moment let it go
Let it manifest and grow into
Something as wild as an animal right out of the woods
May not be good and even though I should, its understood
That everything in life isnt good
At least that's how I look at it
Turn something that was learned manually into an automatic
With no automobile, yet I'm cruisin to the end
Who's talking, how did you know that?
Don't say that to me, don't show that
I never looked at it like that, take that thought back
I can't breathe, I think I'm about to have a heart attack
Take it back take it back take it back take it back PLEASE
As ridiculous as it might be, it somehow slightly might be
Nah, there's no way that's its true can prove it
No need to do it? What you mean when it's something so extreme
STOP SAYING THIS TO ME
Panic setting in then again I feel like a push-pin pushed into concrete
So much pressure, no I won't let ya
Get the better of me even though you show me things I don't need to see
Nor believe, but I bleed inside though it seems I try
Sometimes I cry and I don't why
Contemplations of suicide because it's easier to give up then to try
Especially when you have to try time and time and time again
So stuck because it's so deep within my mind
Someone please tell me why
Why I get goin like a 457 started up on the line
My mind is dark as fuck and I don't know why
And I don't know how, to stop these thoughts
When i'm so used to doing it, and it hurts inside
Sometimes I wanna kill and other times I wanna die
I pull scratch and pry
Hurt myself before I hurt you so you can see why
My mind is crazy at times
Tick tock tick tock tick...it's only a matter of time
Until I take that dime and turn it into million dollars
Not flustered or bothered
Scream kick holler
Frustrated because it won't stop, why won't it stop?
Is there something wrong with me?
Is there someone I need to see?
Or is this something normal that should normally be apart of me?
Causing so much stress into my life
How many know what it's like
I know it's wrong even though I transform and it feels so right
Teeth clinch up and my muscles get so tight
This just might
Be the end of the day, and the beginning of the night
Darkness is coming to those in my way
It'd be best to stay away for a minute and this is the last time I'll say
STOP TALKING TELLING ME THESE THINGS, SHOWING ME THESE IMAGES
I've only see them because of what you're giving me
Understand I'm me but my anger really isnt me...
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