ode to the race

Wheels spinning
Mind moving at the same speed
Get money by any means
Is the decree that is mine
I need a degree in gettin money
With money everything is fine
That's why I want more than I actually need
All these fucki n bill collectors I gotta feed
Sallie Mae just keeps calling my crib
Can a nigga breathe
Let me be
When I get paid you'll get a piece
But you won't give me peace in return
Want everything from me
So I keep on grinding
Time after time again
I keep finding
Myself between a rock and a hard place
This here's a hard race
It's this paper chase I'm on
Got me running around the city from the morn
To the dawn
Tell me what you on?
I'm trying to get mine before I'm gone
If that means I gotta do some wrong
For me to get on
Imma do it
Not Big Sean
But like Sean "I do it"
Not new to the game
True to the game
I will prove it...

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gutter dreams

Bills piling up
Need this money quick
Down to my last
Can't afford to even get sick
Another day away from work
Shit stresses me out
Gotta fill my tank
And put food in my mouth
Sister needs some money
How am I gonna work this out?
Because if her rent ain't paid
She's gonna get kicked out
Cellphone next week
Sallie Mae like everyday
Harassing my family
Even after they get paid
Lawyer fees
On top of legal fines
I'm so close to losing my mind
Got me thinking about buying that 9
And making someone's check mine
I'm on that red line
Close to the damn edge
I'm tired of living this ife
I gotta do anything for this bread...

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beginning to N...

She's claiming that she's ready
So many lies
Her heart won't hold steady
So she tries other guys
But that amounts to nothing
Give it the college try
Wishing that this will turn to something
Or blossom into what it's meant to
We'll see what happens after we end up doing nothing
What do you want me to give you?
A relationship hard to put in words
Feelings hard to describe
A passion pouring out
Unspoken bond
Sexuality we really can't hide
But outsiders notice it
We don't speak on it
But we know exactly what this is
Going all the way in
I'm giving you my all
I'm betting all my poker chips
Soft words of lust rolling off your lips
Slow winding from your hips
Holding on strong
But if I start to lose my grip
And my hands start to slip
Imma put you on
I'll put you in a bear hug
Feeling this rare love
How do I say it
If we're playing a game
How do I play it
I wanna express myself
But how do I say it?
I guess I gotta think it over
And get my thoughts together
Keep my composure
Emotions in check is best
And as much as I wanna be like "whatever"
This feeling is real
This beat similar to my heart's rhythm
I don't know I should feel
Can you tell me what is next
Probably not
It's just a guess
Man this shit is ill...

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