"High Tide"

The first time is a reminder of the worst time

Should have known something was wrong by the way it started

Something in common yet so departed and separated

Pumped at the fact I was actually able to make, in your phone

Looking back at now, boy was I wrong

Because even though the sexual attraction was strong something was lost

Definitely felt like something was off, and it ended up being me

Unable to actually see the reality of what this was to me

Because I was lost in what this was for you

So somehow you were able to completely warp me in your vision

Felt like LeBron James when he had to make "The Decision"

Headed to South Beach.

I need some sort of outreach program because I'm lost in what I don't understand

And sadly on the surface it seems so simple and plain

Forgetting the game

Is being played 365 and even when sleep

Analyzing my behavior and speech trying to find something to point out then tweak

Within a week I was able to feel weak

With the weekend as a release as I found a way to gain peace.

Not empty but definitely missing a piece, of mind

But I can have that filled as I've managed to keep my mind

So in due time

It'll be the tides that'll turn and the water will roll in

No more sand on the beach that because a frequent

What am I teaching?

Nothing unless you feel like I'm preaching then it's a lesson

Stress man.